I give up, the pictures sequence should be starting from the top, but it's all other way around, what the fish. Blogspot should really have their uploading system changed, agree?
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It was all expected to be fun until Jalani showed up 1 hour later than the meeting time, gawd, whats wrong with people nowadays.
I met up with my sis earlier to lunch, the Asian cafe at Tangs top level, the food was great, except I should have act all xia xue and take snaps at the foods! =D. I had no idea my sister is going through a rough phase, however it was definitely a great lunch to talk things out, stupid husband.
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She was being judgmental on how I dressed, AGAIN. My sister always have opinions on what I put on, which, are not so welcome but funny none-the-less, cus I do the same thing.
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After Jalani came, I was looking forward to the event at Attica, my friends were performing and we get free drinks and food! blah blah, we laughed, danced, we had fun...

With Love.

28.5
Clarisse's Birthday!
Diana came with Green tea cake, I got the present, dined at a Japanese restaurant, sakurahh.
For more pictures, click here

With love.

So I have been thinking about what if I turn bold? or decide on things that don't make sense? or i could eat Carb during midnights?
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As much as I like to believe my teenage life has ended, it's not. It'll stay as long as there are office politics, girls and alcohol, low fat dairy and topics on boys.
I don't think it'll ever change as long as humans take charge of everything and money takes control of everybody, that is just the way it is,
try to change that and someone will ask you go the hell or so, side you out from the society.
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I like to think that those people that grows old together with you understood what you going through and relate to you - that would be your friends and acquaintances(Some of them like categorization) , and along the way, they find themselves wondering and develop habits to be cynical and judgmental, they gave themselves reasons in believing criticizing you makes me better, or at least makes me feel better.
They hide from their true feelings as the judging proceed, they could care less about your feelings, because when they put you down, the moment belongs to them.
'Me' is the only person that was in their head.
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Now... I'm not a saint here, but I could be devil.
I just have thousand of questions waiting to be answered. God can't do that for me because he haven't found me yet, and I don't believe in religions or bible studies or Allah or whatever witch craft, nor do I answer to anybody.
I have a friend who told me that if everyone woke up today and discovered themselves having same color skin as one another, as one religion and language, we'll find reasons to argue about the next day.

With Love.

HA HA.
HA HA.
HA HA.
HA HA.
HA HA.
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HA HA.

THE.FEAR

WITH SCHOOL,
WITH MOTHER,
WITH NOT GETTING MASSAGES,
WITH WORKING,
WITH JEALOUSY,
WITH MEN, WITH GIRLS,
WITH WELL-GROOMED LADY THAT HOLDS A STICK OF CIGARETTE,
WITH SINGAPOREAN WITH NO MANNERISM OR WHAT-SO-EVER,
WITH BICKERING,
WITH TEENAGERS WHO SNIFF GLUE,
WITH MYSELF.
WITH NO SPACE TO ESCAPE.

Sometimes, watching Madtv helps, all so i plan to visit the gym and sweat it out!
I need to get into and stay in my zone and think about myself.
Fuck those bloodsuckers that made me loss focus, fuck you!

and fuck s-factor!

Peace.

DRAMA.MAMA

The Hills - MTV Shows

MTV really knows how to keep to hooks of millions and millions girls and fashionistas who dream to lived in LA and hangs out with the white friends and go awesome parties and go to fashion school and become interns for the biggest teens' magazine ever and drink Starbucks everyday.
That is a lifestyle to beat.

Now, premiering tonight on MTV, The Hills has never been more popular. They let Whitney Port have her own reality show in New York, Brody Jenner produced 'Bromance' and now, there's speculations that Audrina is getting her own show, too! Im so gonna show how she dump that loser bf, Justin booby!

Lauren Conrad, the main attraction has announced that season 5, the last season of The Hills would be her last appearing, apparently she wants a much discreet life and date her lova in private space. ( sigh, but why!!!)

This bitch knows where to stop earning one million dollar per episode. Come on now, she's already wealthy in her own fashion.

With Love.

AH, I'm feel both lost and eccentrically surrounded by a bunch of glossy tights and panties, has she completely lost her bloody mind?

This bitch is so fast forward I could strangle a mocking bird with my bare hands.sorry not, I feel lucid enough to pass judgments.
Not to fear, my faith stays strong with this bitch, entertainment meet dancing meet singing meet playing piano meet ' speaks orgasm on radio interviews' meet horn ball meet fashion crazy! I think I will pass out by this temptation la.

LOST HERSELF?

The title ' I lost myself in US ' suggests that the lost puppy is none other than Whitney Port of course. poor thing, she has been bruised and stepped over by evil spirits and cornered herself with drama-mama stars, Allie& Adam and the fickle minded but good friend none-the-less, Erin in the big apple where she have left LA for.

Bittersweetly, she told off Olivia(the Evil spirit) that she have taken credit for what should have been whit's hard work and talents. Not once, not twice, oh gee, i miss count!!!!! That bitch sure did manipulate her way by pass the bosses in believing that she is more capable of holding it together and that trip to London!!!, where she'll get to work closely with the DVF(Diane Von Furstenburg) team to plan the whole Runway show.

Watch the Finale!

With that bf situation, I buried my comments on the first three episodes. I couldn't foresee any future or what-so-ever between them both. Mannn, she've got to find a guy who is another good Samaritan that is reflective of herself, not implying she deserve the same 'Her', but at least a 'Her' for starter.

With all in favour from the drama-mama, Whit's boss, Diane came to sit the lonely her and Successfully quote the lines that were pre-scripted, pre-prepared and memorized -
The Most Important Relationship You Have Is With Yourself,
And No Matter What Happened, You'll Always Be With Yourself.

Some Deep Shit here.
LoveOlsen.

FASHION FORWARD!!

Nurse/libertine/Amour Schwarzenegger Gaga

Police Gaga

More like fashion WTF???????????

I know in my previous posts, there's spoke about gaga maniac and sick and drug like high and orgasm, I don't know maybe she was thinking about "hey, wanna wear something fun?" or " Gee, I gotta find a way to out-wear Grace Jones?"
Either way, other than the hair bow and the bubble Avant Garde crap to spice up stage effects, I don't see the other two not line up to be burn. Gaga's gotta go back to the crystal crap again, doesn't she.

LoveOlsen.
Credit: www.Dlisted.com

cheers

Strangely as it is, 7 exactly, break of dawn, I'm writing.
Check the last time that i've blog, the date seems vaguely in the past in blogging world.

So, what have I done so far?

Being as an optimist as always have been, I thought this might be a good time for reflective purposes.
Why, you may wonder?
Because time is bad, and maybe, just maybe we need to look back in time and evaluate our actions.
Living in the current present, we lead a daily routine where papers and news on television tells you bad news about the economy and blah, which also say bad times through it all cus the world is money driven.

Cynicism, are the factors that affect the way we think, distrustful people everywhere, hoping to scheme on another prey to bring them down and wounded. While some focus on fixing the current crisis, other deals with the existed issues - starvation and discrimination. You know it's there, it just did not been act upon very often or sometimes very often.

Not that it's unfamiliar subjects, folks choose to ignore it and die a racist/narrow minded/hateful, then pass on to their children then grand-children. TOO MUCH HATRED!

In time like these, we need cheerings and words of encouragement to reminds your friends and family or literally any homosepien. Start with a good word of advice, it usually gets the most impact to boost on another person's ego. If you are not a 'cheering' person, try smiling, you usually get it back!

=)

11.12

Lala.

Crap on things

Porter Scarvo was accused of setting fire deliberately on the Fairview pub when he threatened the boss that he would make him pay for what he did to his wife!
These are some highlights of the episode that I've watched on Desperate Housewives Season 5, I'm hooked, that's what. Still, I want to make my comments on the rest of the season and judge if there are more juicy stories to tell, we'll see!

I just got back from Bantam Island, Indonesia. It was rather a short visit and a mild taste of what the country could offer. I bought a blue weaved pattern hooded jacket, a shade labelled 'Armani' along with a fancy box holder and printed cap. It was calculated approximately a good SGD50, it total awesomeness when it's under what you brought to exchange the currency. One hazard though, there's too many bloody ZERO converted in rupee! Seriously.

We have to decide if our tip to the doorman is under the definition of 'cheapo' or reasonable enough? Hard to say, we offered SGD4 to a cab driver and the doorman in the resort.
It was overall a good trip, it's been forever since i step out of Singapore. Not implementing that I might be a patriotic citizen, I am.

I got my hair cut before the trip, it's time for that 'Bush' to go,
don't you think?
=]

LoveOlsen.

GAGAMANIAC

I've been lazin' around=(
and i am inspired by Lady GaGa, OFFICIALLY.
A singer song writer from downtown New York.
The electronic fazing sound is so-coming-right-at-your-face, so sit tight!
And her fashion sense and wardrobe is fucking sick!
Check the video.

LoveOlsen.

LUCKYLUCKY

So the concert was a success and Instead of sitting, my sister and I were spending the 2 hours shaking our bottoms to Kylie's hits after hits.Awesome!

SUCK!
although it's a pity that we couldn't be anywhere nearer to the stage cus we bought the SGD100 tickets. i knooooow, such a shame!
For sure, the block we're allocated-block 6, the audiences were stiff like glue, really? fuck those robotcops.


Irregardless,
the stage presence were at absolute mind-blowing(when you thought Madonna's Sweet&Sticky tour is awesome too). After the concert, I searched and found out that Gareth Puth is also the stage costumes designer, together with JPG, more mind-blowing yes?
It's devine...

I'm greatful that my sister paid for my tic, she made it all happens!
Whos next, I hope Linkin Park comes back!

LoveOlsen

I♥KYLIE

Yes! I'm going to watch Kylie Minogue Live, KylieX2008 concert on the 25th/11/08!!!!
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I must say this is quite exciting and I cannot wait to see what she has got to offer. From what I 've heard so far, She has the most colorful costumes compared to any artists to date, the feathers and more feathers on her showgirl tour Las Vagas style, so what now?hm
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Though I was forced to go with my sister, I think it would be an amazing experience to watch an icon that can be compare with Madonna perform live, who doesn't? duh.
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As always, I think Kylie's costumes would be so lavishly fabulous until she blind her fans.lol For KylieX2008, Jean Paul Gaultier, a world-known fashion designer would have to crack his brain to create and reinvent the status for the queen of pop culture, also to celebrate her ultimate fighting spirit with her breasts cancer devils!
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I'm a fan of Gaultier, although his work is beyond art and fashion I think. I love that he uses fashion to push boundaries and of course scare the hell outta me, which is what the whole is anyway. A piece of art will make you feel something, anything that trigger your emotions, for you to feel a chill or affections, if you do, his job is done.

Back to Kylie, Can't wait!
Oh, I didn't pay for the tickets, my sister did!

LoveOlsen.

THISISSICK!

Like all man, I'm down with flu and verge of losing my beloved voice,darn.
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It all started with that late night treat Chezel i swallowed,regret it man. My throat swollen during midnight and i couldn't sleep.bloody hell.
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Worst, I woke up in the morning and have the baddest headache.
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Was suppose to meet my friend to buy her clothes and my bag but Singapore was raining like dolphin and seal, and so my sneezing started without warning. After ten thousand times, my nose was dripping like fuck, bailed on my friend and stay home wearing three layers.still, no sign of recovering
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I have no idea where it came from but it just doesn't seems to have a full stop, so now, i lost my vocal cord by sneezing a trillion times.sigh.

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Lets pray for a better tomorrow shall we?

LoveOlsen.

4MTHS+5DAYS

Introducing baby Davion Sim.

Debut on my Myspace page. Features, cute,cute & cute.

Unlike the cryable baby, this is one tough toddler who demands his milk on time, if not, we all know what happen right?

I always told my friends that i'll definitely spoil this one, big time, but who knows.

Maybe i wont', I'll be strict when he ask for his fourth candy consecutively when his mom doesn't even know what's going on and be his least favourite uncle.lol

Maybe i will, I'll shower him with all the candy he wants!!!

cus im entitled to that favourite uncle thing y'know,ha ha!

oh, daydreaming again! lmao.

Lets hope this young fellow will grow up and contribute to the society and make better president than Bush.

LoveOlsen.

COFFEE DRINKING

Yo.

Hi all, the apology is mine to take the longest time to update a darn blog. Like akon's lyrics wrote- Blame it on me, lol. Well, It has been a blah ride since the beginning of school 14 weeks ago and i couldn't remember exactly how many hours that I stay awake more than I hug my bed.

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So, I don't usually bore people with my tragic fashion student fictions but it's a fact, I felt all drained up and bloodless for circulation around my body, which is sad for my mum to see now that we live together.

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Last 14 weeks was a tough ride, which includes me eating while walking pass the 'whore-house' right beside our campus, biting my nails listening to gospel singing from my lecturer, and stress about non-sensible daily routine which a fashion student go through each day.

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So when i look on the brighter side on life, school mates has been the main motivation for my determination to sustain, i couldn't be bother by small-irrational bickering but focused on the road to success, which reminds me to be grateful everyday. That includes quite a few of my close friends over the past 14 weeks, Sofea,celia,lynn,Ann,eve,vania... thanks guys.

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I couldn't help but also wanna thanks those printing staffs allocated at Sunshine plaza, which i quickly acquainted with are the most efficient bunch. They print my precious documents as fast as they could given the situations the had, which was great.

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Besides school, I have learnt so many from the people around me, things that they taught me without them even teaching in the first place, lesson from strangers, thoughts that i learn just by day-dreaming(trust me,it does help).

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Well, my stupid computer seems to almost shut on me every 5 mins, i wish i could write more though but it's late i need to stop this shutting off thing to gets on my nerves. Till then...

LoveOlsen.

Man, this is a mixed feelings, there's a part of me think 19 is a countable digit yet it's a dangerous number that I never will thought of thinking about.lol

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I'm turning 19 on monday,oct 6. If you're reading this, please don't text me on my cell to wish me happy birthday or those sorta things, if you do, i'll hunt you down and make sure you beg for mercy...

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Kidding. How can I ever do that to a wisher on my birthday, you can send, just make sure when you send it, it comes with a gift/douceur/largess/lagniappe/present, say it's mixed, weird feelings unlike when I turned 18.

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'Embrace your 19..' as told by a friend, cus I told him about the freaking-outness that I couldn't stop thinking about.

I feel as though this is like the year end for me, a summary or conclusion for the year so that I could start another year fresh and new as I would be most gladly to have.

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So, what have I learnt for the past year?

Definitely alot has happened, as you might have take notice of my blog, you will certainly know what happened between few months back and now. I learnt that friendships are more important than ever since I needed to relocate myself to a new place and settle down, more efforts to make every relationship works and more than ever, I realised that certain friends just stays, while some, you just have to let them go.

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Not forgetting families, I learnt the importance of acceptance in one another and also to forgive and sometimes, forget. Since then, I've been doing more thinking with myself and just sunk it into my zone, the layer of confort that I feel most safe to kept my thoughts together and slowly processed to let it flows on naturally. I miss my brother.

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Adjusting, making mistakes and taking my tumbles, not afraid or intimidate. I took time to response to the situation, believe me, it's not easy...Made new friends and bickering in new fights are not my favourites part but I do take it as a learning experience, and the realisation of how lucky I am was amazing.

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Of course, I'm not looking forward to clubbing or buying cigarettes. This year is different, I'm a year older, smarter and hopefully wiser. Wiser to the choices I need to make around me, the friends who I can trust, the people whom I mingle and acquiantances to pass by.

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To Mury, You are my new bestie.

To my homie Jaz, you have been a great friend and I couldn't ask for more.

To my loyal schoolmates, aka fashion B****es, you guys are awesome!

To my families, I hate you (neh, they don't read anyway=P)

To my Youtube fans, you guys rock my socks.

To my readers, I love you and come back again.ha ha.

Gn everyone.
LoveOlsen=)

10.09

Davinia's birthday.

Officially 20.

I feel so grown up.

We gathered at michelle's and chilled away the time together.

The cake was awesome, chocolate fudge, heavenly sinful taste was addictive and still, Joanna wanted her prata, i was craving for icy cold soda drink that me and brother enjoy so much burping together with, i fking miss that since i don't live with him now...

Personal thoughts, I totally forgot about the present.that suck.

I am the monopoly champ!!

Bon Anniversaire Davinia!

LoveOlsen

First day of tutorial week, planned to get all my work completed by the first week so i won't have to return to school in the second.
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The day started at 11 o'clock, where i groomed up and make my way to school.

Brought coffee for celia and i cus sofea was fasting, poor her.

I bought walnut and cookie crumble muffins at the mall cus it looked so darn gd.

blah.It was 2 o'clock.

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SOAB, today i just realised that i shant not done any work for my pattern making class, i panicked and decided to stay back to join yu ru.

Met up with ena at Orchard for dinner, we paced and found ourself standing in front of a directory, Takashimaya. haha, we then decided to eat at 'Pasta Cafe' B2-37.

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We ordered something with crab lobster, salmon tomato dishes as part of the 1+1+1 combo with the potato salad as appetizer, it was great!

There would be photos if we weren't that eager to feed ourselves quickly.=P

We stalled for half an hour looking for a spot to rest, then CoffeeBean at last.
I ordered belgian chocolate ice blended large with a mud pie and she had white chocolate cream with some fancy cheesecake.

We chatted til 10 and hit the road...it's was chilling, wish i had a trench on.=)

Gn lovlies.

LoveOlsen

VMA'08

I am thrilled to introduce Christina's new look and song in her up coming album that will released in november!

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She performed for a live audiences with her brand new song 'Keeps Getting better' and man i must say, she look hotter than ever, well of course by that i meant her post-baby birth figure.

I thought the beginning of the song is somewhat similar to Britney's 'radar' no?

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Whatever the case, the night was full of surprises, Britney won three awards, that includes Video of the year- Piece Of Me, the song brought her more luck than she needed by turning her scandals into ultra catchy tune.Brilliant.

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Pink performed her latest hit 'So What' , i thought was awesome too, she broke table mirror, delibrately pushed a lad down the stairs, set the boutique on fire and more explosion to the hollywood set later on, can she get anymore awesomeness?

Hell Yea!!

Rihanna's performance was surprisingly didn't work for me, predictable and thiller-ish and Linkin Park won the best rock video- Shadow Of The Day!!

WATCH VIDEOS

LoveOlsen

Credits to Mtv.com

A disturbing performance by Rihanna i hope.

Hitting the Video Music Awards 2008 stage, Rihanna will be performing her latest hit from her reloaded album, Disturbia.

I hope this will mark her best performance ever in VMA history, critics came in fuzzy with both good and bad comments for the songs and the video.

Personally, I think it's the modern version Michael's 'Thriller' yes?
I can't wait for the Performance!
PINK's gonn perform and Britney will show up.

LoveOlsen

Although the break are just two weeks, its enough to get things right in proportion again , i feel like kum side tracking.somehow.

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I planned to go for massages...lots of em

WORK SMART AND ENJOY HARD

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Today the sky was blue and the sun was furiously shining, was working until 8 then i return home, the rain only started when I'm back at the station, B.Batok station.

It went pouring like chick and duck, it wet my short short and my contact lens was lost so i was literally blindness without them.

I reached home safely despite that awful, bloody storm by the way.=)

Oh, I have to thank Davnia for her constant support during the competition, Jazz my bestfriend, syah, joel and many more who came by.

You guys made me smile, lovlies.

LoveOlsen.

LoveOlsen.

UPDATE MOI

OK STRAWBERRIES AND SMOOCHIE LOVERS, T's APOLOGY FOR THIS VERY LATE UPDATES.
IF T HAVE A CHANCE TO REASON WITH, IT'S THE SCHOOL FAULT.PERIOD.

So since 14/7/2008, T's life has drastically changed. T moved to a new place, T meet new classmates, T deal with new modules and not forgetting the new excitments.

T must say before the changes occured, T was not prepared and certainly not ready to make any effort to change. T broke mum's heart and would like to say sorry and T love her so. T is grateful to the things he have and the people who he care are still around, which is good.

Enough of the not-so-entertaining news, lets move on to when T make out with...
kidding.
So T will talk about the more important days since T's last post.

14/7 - My baby newphew was borned, YAY.
20/7 - Foot Massage
21/7 - Official Year 2
24/7 - Move In to B.B
27/7 - Teenage Icon
29/7 - Karaoke session accompanied by Posh
3/8 - SINGFEST!!

So that's pretty much it, for now...

LoveOlsen.

JESUS CHRIST!!!!!!!!!

OMG, I have a baby newphew today!
it was during the morning,10 O'clock her water broke and blahblah...
well, for one thing that cheer me up is this for the week!
I am beyond happy for sister and omg, she's a mom now...
For whatever reason to start, Im sure she will do a good job!(saving money...)
Kidding.
The name of my beloved newphew is Devion Sim.
God Bless
LoveOlsen

I DIDN'T SLEEPLAST NIGHT, LIKE I STAYED UP THE WHOLE NIGHT TRYNNA THINK OF THE PROPOSAL I NEEDED TO COMPLETE AND THE MANY ERRANDS TO RUN LATER TODAY.AND RIGHT I HAVE THE CAPLOCK ON.

MARVELOUS.

zZzZZ

I feel like Im behind time, minutes or even days...

Am i?

When the lights go down and there's no one left, I can go on & on & on...

Yes I love this song, and yes this would be my anthem now!

This is what i've been listening to all day, great beat and close to the end- ' Get Stupid! '

LoveOlsen.

The untold secret is kept in a Treasury box and buried under the bed of sand...

How I wish people would keep the scandal of someone Else's and put it where their mouth at, and of course $ too.

The day started off at 14 hours.

After delivered of gift, I was thinking of the many things I had to accomplish before the start for school.

Like, watching Hancock and eating face-cream(Kid-ing)

First up, It was the meeting with 'Bell' after her gruelling job

Before I do that, there were a need to find a binder which I have to set myself straight down discipline, process including be on time and the lists goes on...

It's like travelling the seven seas and climb the mountain high to get you in this world of mine,

I ended up in Paragons' Muji where I finally found my love sitting where it belong.

So I bought citron marsh mellow and a binder and a pad, writing pad. 19.25 hours

That was also the time when we met and leave to Coffeebean

Honestly, I did not over estimated the services the staffs were providing but the lollipop still goes to Starbucks, lets be level, Coffeebean service suck(sorry kids) no fairytales, and I said My initial was 'Chandra' when asked, this is the second and probably there will be a third time but lets stop there shall we.

Thank god the conversation was nothing like I expected, ok maybe a spoonful of candy syrup but still, I enjoyed every second of it!

I told her about Madtv.. I KNOW, whoe doesn't know that wack show!

Anywho, haaaaahaaaaahaaaaa, Im tired.

Sleep Good, my fellow garçons & filles...

LoveOlsen

Délicieux

Shenalda is back on my palm

why oh why, does she feel mellow

could it be candyfloss or applepie?

I have one of the most peaceful day of my own...

ps: The pixs illustrated the awesomeness of the s I know!

LoveOlsen.